Friday, January 22, 2010

It's been a while...

I really hope to update this blog more... especially now that I am not working! I need to find things to keep me busy so I don't go stir crazy and get another job... lol!! (seriously though.)

This week has been a rough one. On Monday we thought we were having a 4th child already... and Tuesday our world changed quickly when we discovered the baby was no longer alive. It's been hard, even though it was unexpected... we really started to love the idea of another baby coming.

I had a d&c yesterday and slept all day today, thanks to my friends! Danny mentioned to me when this all happened, that maybe "we are supposed to be learning something from this"... obviously he is correct, as the Lord usually works that way. One thing I have learned for sure, is the amazing friends I have! I have been brought to tears over there willingness to take my kids for the day, or bring dinner, or come over with girl movies and goodies, etc... the list goes on and on! I have also learned how much more I need to be there for my friends. I want to be that kind of friend too. I love you girls, thank you for making life not so hard sometimes.